la felicidad dentro de

la felicidad dentro de [Spanish] : happiness within

the pursuit of happiness aint difficult. and so i realised.

all these while it seemed a goal to me. a goal to pursue, to achieve. and at many times i grow obsessed to attain happiness. to make sure you are happy with me. to constantly remind myself we must be happy.

to such extent, its paranoia.

before you know me, i was dubbed a ”questionnaire” by many. very appropriate. a questionnaire will only serve its purpose after an action’s been done, an experience felt. a present reflection of the past.

but all along i’ve been reflecting upon nothing. just dwelling in repetitive questions. questions which i know will garner a generic response. questions which i thought i need to ask because only then i will know.

one day you denied me an answer.

but this denial is all the answer i truly need. 

to realise.

its not about the questions. its not about seeking happiness. truth is, it comes from within. it only comes if you stop thinking about it, and just enjoy and cherish time together.

to live life and enjoy every moment. to share a laugh out loud like never before. to yawp at each other even the Himalayans can hear. to talk cock cos its really fun to.

this is happiness. la felicidad dentro de.

happiness within.